I am back at work for the first time today...it's been tough but the distraction helps a little. I still cannot believe what has happened...I am mad, no furious that this happened to us. I am in shock, what did we do to deserve this?? We are good people.
I have always been taught to have faith in and lean on God when times are tough...but I can't do that now when I feel like He has done this to us...we try for 2 years to get pregnant, finally do (in a cycle where according to all science we should NOT have), only to lose the baby... AND to add another slap in the face, my very good friend told me she was pregnant 2 days before the miscarriage...she just started trying in January...she got pregnant her FIRST time...it all seems SO unfair.
People keep telling me that God will not give us more than we can handle...I think this time He did.
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